Veterinarian

I would like to be a veterinarian when I grow up anyways, because I have a passion for animals. when I become I veterinarian I'm coming to help abused animals find great homes to feel safe in. I want to help animals off the streets and take of them. If I could take them in myself I would, but I cant my mom doesn't really like animals. I had a passion for animals since I was younger and it just grew on me. When I become a veterinarian i want to become the person who goes out and rescue the animals, and bring them back somewhere safe. Every animal deserve to be happy.

20ft tall

If I was 20ft tall I'm so positive that people would ask me "how is the weather up there?" It wouldn't bother me I mean, because I AM 20ft tall! I know people would make fun of me when i could just step on them and my problems would be solved. I'm not mean so I wouldn't do that. I know people would try to use me to do things for them also. I would be a nice 20ft tall person i wouldn't try to scare any one of step on them either. I would help people out of burning building, animals suck in a tree or rescue people drowning int the ocean. I would be an helpful unless someone makes me made I'll walk around crushing things like Godzilla that would be crazy.

what im good at

 I believe I'm good at a lot of things, but I know I'm good at dancing I've been dancing since the 5th grade. I started with no rhythm at all then it progressed during time. I love dancing I can let out all my emotions out in dancing in any type or way shape and form. I've been dancing since the fifth grade and I still do so I enjoy it very much I wouldn't give it up for anything.  My favorite is tap dancing I just love the sound and I really enjoy it I've won different awards from it. So that shows I'm good at what i do which is dancing.

My very own sandwich

I really don't know what kind of sandwich I would invent. My favorite sand which is spreading mayo on the bottom bread then had lettuce and spinach, then tomatoes, cheese, bacon, banana peppers, salt and pepper, and then the top bread. I would stack another combination all over again on top so it can be a "double decker mouth full" sandwich that sounds good.

Perfect attendance

I've won a majority of things in the past and present. I used to compete all the time in dance competitions in all categories hip hop, ballet,modern, and tap. I still dance from time to time i don't really compete any more though. I won lots of metals, trophies, and ribbons by competing in the competitions I enjoy getting my awards handed to me. I feel great and I feel like I've accomplished something different each time win 1st or 2nd place. Most of my awards that I've won are 1st 2nd and like three 3rd place trophies. I'm proud of my self for accomplishing those things and i had fun doing so to.

Superpower

If I was superwomen and had powers I would have invisibility. I chose that power , because you can do a lot of fun and helpful things by being invisible. I would cheat in my math class on a test first off and other subjects maybe. Then I would play jokes on other people who I don't like just for the fun of it. I would play jokes on my little brother also, because he is so annoying at times. I think I would sneak out of the house also to when my mom tells me I cant do something and I really want to go out. I would just mainly play jokes on people, because I like to have fun and make people feel stupid. I know i would mess with the teachers that I don't like and have them thinking they were crazy---and maybe they would quit.

My day out

If i could chose someone to spend time with one of my extended family members it would be my brother. He's my step brother that I've never met before and were the same age we have the same dad but different moms. I'm pretty sure he would be a nice person to met and it would be an interesting/ awkward moment. Since i knew about him i wanted to met him, but its never happened I feel like hes being held back from me to met. Hes so close but yet so for away, he lives out here also. My parents he say to met your family members that you know, because you might run into them and wont know who they are and you don't know what will happen after you get know them. So when i met my brother one day we just try and get know another more and catch up on a whole lot that we missed out on in each others life. We could probably just walk around to some places and hang out, its kind of hard to pick a place when you first meet someone. I would just love to meet him honestly.

Will i visit the moon?

I don't think I would visit the moon even if I had a chance to do so. It would be a good opportunity to do so, but I would be really scared to leave earth.  On my way out of the earths atmosphere there's no telling what could go wrong. They could just go ahead and send a monkey before they ask me to go honestly, they couldn't even pay me to go out of space to the moon. I could see the moon from the earth may not be the same effect but I see it. I can also go to a local library and see the moon close up on some pictures its so many ways I can see the moon with out leaving earth. So the answer is no I wouldn't go visit the moon not even with Obama.

ways too earn money

Many people don't know how to earn money the RIGHT way. You don't have to have a real fantasy job just to earn money if you do that's great. To earn money at my age you can do a variety of things that can still keep you interested. If you are a girl and love kids you can babysit well I don't really like kids but I'll watch my families kids just for the money. You can also get together with a couple of friends and do a car wash for cheap or something. What teenagers are really making money off of is selling candy at the schools I would do it. You could cut people grass, do peoples hair for a couple of dollars, help old ladies across the street etc, there's a lot you can do. I'm just to lazy to actually do most of these ideas.

The Baby Dragon

Some people have dogs, cats, birds, snakes normal animals for a pet. I wanted something extraordinary something that no one would ever think about having as a pet. Are you wondering what I could possibly have that's not normal too have? I bet you are. Well I have a baby pet Dragon, you may ask how or why? but I have my ways of getting things that I want. My baby Dragon is a boy and his name is Quasimodo and it fits him perfectly. He is black and red with rough scaly skin and about 5ft when he stands up. He breathes fire when he's up set and he is playful when hes happy. Quasimodo is a very unique animal to have its something different. No one knows about my dragon its a secret, but its kind of hard keeping him away from people considering he's a baby dragon and wants to wonder. I feed my baby dragon worms, because that is what he likes nothing else really. One unique thing about my baby dragon is behind his ear there's a blue spot shaped like fire, so its like his birth mark. Taking care of Quasi(for short) is a lot of responsibility , but its fun. I feed it, watch it, clean it, and play with it. Its been times where we have had to much fun together he would play rough but I love my dragon he's the best pet ever. When my dragon gets bigger I don't know what I'm going to do with him. On the other hand my dragon is awesome.

Fall, spring, summer, or winter

All of the seasons are great, but I was born in January and its cold in January. I'm a winter person I like the snow and hate the rain. When its cold weather I like to sit back watch some movies with a lot of blankets and sip on something hot. Its also cuddle weather in that type of weather you cuddle with who ever. Depending or where I am for this type of weather I may do different things.  When i went to Big Bear I just sipped on some Hot Tea played in the snow a little and sat on the bus. I ended up getting kind of sick, because I wasn't used to being up in that type of climax.  When I'm in some cold weather I'd curl up in my blankets and sit in the corner of the coach or stay in my bed. I usually don't move out of my spot all day unless I need to get some food or go to the bathroom.

Game show

If I could be on any type of game show it would have to be wipe out. I love watching that show its so hilarious and stupid. My brother and I watch it all the time we sometimes rewind back to a certain part that was very funny to us. I could honestly see myself on that show, because im goofy and I'd probably just laugh at myself the whole time. The show seems so fun and athletic and I think I'd really have a good time on there. I'd probably win also, becuase I'm kind of competative when it comes to games like that. You will see me on there one day.

My home

Everyone sees their home differently and have their favorite moments, memories,etc. We all have our dislikes and likes about our homes also. Well I don't like where I live now, because there is a lot of gang members on my street and drug dealers who stop me from doing my normal activities outside. I don't go out much, because every other day there's a shooting and a bullet has no ones name on it. It's been shootings right in front of my house plenty of times and Its been a time where I've gotten banged on by a dude when I was younger. Who bangs on a innocent little girl who has done nothing to you, oh to get her scared right? Well they did get their point across I know that for a fact. I was scared to come outside ever since, that's sad. When I used to live in Palmdale in a big house we never had a gangs for a problem, it was like La dera heights were I used to live. It was quiet I could walk down the street with no problem. I miss my second family that I grew up with from time to time I wish that I could go back in the past to re-live those moments. My home I used  to live in was a big white house with stairs that curved in a circle all the way up to the second floor. I had a big kitchen, living room, back yard, dinning room, and the bed rooms were big also. I have some good memories in the house if I could go back I would.

cheerleader?

If I can imagine myself working at a football stadium what could I see myself doing? I'd be a cheerleader, because I have experiences of being a cheerleader already. I started cheer in the 7th grade at my old middle school. Cheer was kind of fun it was something I wasn't used to when I first joined. With everything I learned I would show it at the stadium games showing all my moves and cheering the players on. I would make a good cheerleader, I would do all the flips, my high jumps, and cheer for everyone. One thing I know I would'nt be doing is getting tossed up in the air that would be to scary for me. I'm not scared of heights but I'd be scared that on my way down I'm going to fall flat on my back or something. I just know I would make a good CHEERLEADER GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ASHLEY!

4 years ago i was . . .

Think back to when you were younger, four years ago. Think back at what you were you bad at then and good at now. Have you made any changes since then that your proud of yourself for etc. Four years ago i was 13 years old man that's was a long time ago. I cant really think back at the things I used to do or what I was good and bad in. I do remember starting dance class at Definitely Dance Studio. I wasn't to sure at first because I had no rhythm at all and I was embarrassed by it. I started first in tap dance and fell in love with it, in class all u would hear is me tapping my feet on the floor from time to time. Tap is so much in my system to where I noticed that when I laugh hard I start doing a tap thing with my foot like thump-er weird? yeah I know. I started to pick up the certain techniques quickly, I ended up taking hip hop modern, and ballet and didn't really like that.  I challenged myself more and more in those categories and I was showing more and more progress. I did a lot of competitions and won a lot of trophies and metals. I started dancing in the fifth grade and I still do. Dancing is something that I love to do and I have rhythm now and I didn't before.

will a monkey make a good pet?

Will a monkey make a good pet? maybe or maybe not. A monkey may make a good pet, because it may make good company if your lonely and also it can be your very own close personal friend maybe. You probably could train the monkey to do what every you need it to do, like Micheal Jackson's (R.I.P) pet monkey(bubbles). Then again it wouldn't make a good pet, because you have responsibilities to take care of the monkey. Also maybe one day the monkey wasn't feeling good one day and just turned on you and attacked you. You have to think about those type of things. I don't think I could own a monkey even though some of them are so cute, but I'm not going to risk having one. If you choose to have one or not its on you. I believe the wont make a good pet.

The oldest person I know

 The oldest person i knew was this lady who went to my church. She lived to be 100 years old, she was a sweet elderly lady. She was very short whenever I went to give her a hug I had to bend down and she would always joke around with that.  I loved seeing her smile everyday, because she was in pain most of time, but never showed it. So, that told me that if she could continue on in life without complaining then so should I. I think most people looked up to her in the church, because she was so free sprited person and didn't worry about anything, well she never showed it at least. She passed I believe a year ago I'm not to sure, but she's in a better place now. One thing I did like about her is that she wasn't bitter like some of the elderly people I've talked too once before, she was always willing to meet new people.

A wonderful painter

If my parents let me paint ANYTHING in my bedroom walls it would have to be my poems and lyrics. I would love to express myself by painting whats on my mind on my walls that sounds awesome, that way I could just turn left, right or look up to read what I wrote. It would also be doing something different and unique. I wouldn't have a certain spot for my poems or my lyrics I would write where every they would fit. When my friends come over they could then read whats up on the wall and I'm pretty sure they would like it. I would write in all colors depending on how I feel and what it may represent, like if I'm in a real bad mood I'd probably right in black. On my walls I'd probably write about my family, friends, and me etc. I'm actually thinking I want to do that, it seems like a good idea. Hmmmm?

"The Bat who could'nt fly"

 There once was a bat named Charlie. He was different from all the other bats that lived in  the cave. Charlie was sweet and did the opposite of everyone else, he didn't drink humans blood or even try to scare them. Charlie was always sad, because he was different in an odd way he never learned how to fly. Now poor charlie was teased everyday by his friends, because he never learned how to fly. When it was time for school Charlie had to get a ride on one of his parents back, while  the others flew to their destinations. Charlie was like the outsider, because he couldn't fly. He practiced everyday hoping one day he will take off in the air just like the others. Charlie mainly stayed in the cave while everyone else went out to do what bats do best. He was always left out of everything, his parents always told him everyday that time will take its place. So, one day Charlie and his friend were playing hide-and-go-seek and it was cliff in the  area. Nobody saw it, but as Charlie was running he flew off the cliff and his friends flew to his rescue. When they looked down they didn't see him and then they heard someone say, "Hey you guys look up!". The Bats looked up and said, "Hey Charlie you fly now!". So,Charlie wasn't called, "The bat who couldn't fly anymore". He was the bat that finally learned how to fly.

Famous Person

It's kind of hard for me to choose a famous person who I would have lunch with, because I like a lot of artists. For instants Trey Songz is one of my favorite male singers. I probably wouldn't even no what to talk about with him I'd be in shock the whole entire time. So, that being said I'd rather choose one of my favorite female singers, who is Alicia Keys. I just love her music and some of her music reflects from my background so, I can relate to some of them. She is a strong beautiful women with great talent. Her music is very inspirational which drove me to start singing she's actually one of my idols. Singing has helped me threw my good and bad times when I didn't know any other way to express myself. If I could actually have the chance to talk to her we would talk about her music etc. Hopefully during the conversation she would ask me to join her at her studio. I would really love to meet her.

Brothers you gotta love them

 I have Three brothers one named Ashton, Marvin(keida), and Marcell. my youngest brother is 13years old and man oh man is he annoying at times. He's a pain in the butt and we fight like every other day and say we cant stand each other. The truth is we pinky promised to stay close to another no matter what when we get older. He's a smart and handsome young chocolate boy, who will have all the girls on him when he gets older. My second brother is my step-brother were the same age. I don't know anything about him but his name, but I do plan on meeting him soon one day. I'm pretty sure he shares the same personalities like my other brothers. My oldest brother is my step-brother also, me and him are close. He understand me when I'm having problems with my parents, school, friends etc. Hes a lot older then me, but he still acts like a teenager, which is kind of funny sometimes. I kind of like being the only girl cause I soak up most of the attention, but then again I hate being the only girl. Only because my brothers seem to think they can tell me how to pick the right type of boys etc. Also who I can and can not talk to, but I LOVE MY BROTHERS.

If i could have any animal

Its kind of hard to choose an animal, because I like a lot of animals besides cats(cant stand them their so evil). One animal that I know I would like to have but I know I'd never get is a Black Panther. Simply, because to me there one of the most beautiful animals in the world. There very unique and preserved animals. If I was to actually own that type of animal I would train it to be like a guard dog. I would get one at birth and raise it. They usually stay in the trees waiting for their pray or just to stay out the sun. My panther would have his own personal big tree like one in the tropical forest and he will sit there and watch the different people who comes near my house. My backyard would be almost like a tropical forest made just for him. He would also just make a good pet.

My Journey on a pirate ship

My friends and I are writing a book on pirates being on a ship. The title is "My Journey on a pirate Ship".  We're kind of confused on how we want the story to begin and end, we want it to be an unforgettable story, but different. We been having our disagreements, but we finally came up with a solution.  The character names are bluebird, Teetot,crazyLOC,Young blood and the meanest talking parrot ever called Wall E. All of the pirates are brothers, Bluebird is the oldest and he calls himself Bluebird simply, because he likes bluebirds. Teetot loves to arrange tatter tots into a "T" then eat them. Young blood is just the youngest and last but not least their parrot Wall E he's the meanest bird you can have that talks. So they decide to go out hunting for the treasure their great great great great grandfather left behind on this Island called, "BEWARE". It took them 20days to sail there and when they arrived there jaws dropped they were terrified. The Island had bats flying around, croc's in the water, they couldn't see because of the fog, and they kept hearing weird sounds. They all turned around real quick to get back on the boat, but the parrot flew in the front of them and said, " You guys aren't going any where you big babies". Bluebird said, " But do you not hear that?" and everyone agreed. The bird said, "how are you guys going to have these types of names and your scared to go on the Island smh?" So the brothers sucked it up and went hunting for the lost treasure. The ran into different traps along the way. They had knives thrown at them, they fell in holes in the ground and struggled to get out. They kept on moving and they finally got to the top of the Island and there were skeletons lying the ground, Tatter tot was scared and started to back away and a skeleton came alive and grabbed him. The brothers quickly turned around and fought the skeletons and many more started to come alive. They didn't no what to do, so they took there fighting gear out and fought ALL the skeletons until there were no more. "Why didn't you help us Wall E?"said Young blood. "What was I going to do peck them to death so they can bleed, they were SKELETONS". "I always hated that bird "said, Young blood. So they continued on with their trail, they saw X marks the spot and started to dig. They dug for hours and when they hit something hard they looked inside the box, but to their surprised there was nothing there but coal. They all looked confused, not knowing that if they took the coal out the gold was up under it. They turned and went back to the ship depressed and upset. So the gold never got discovered until another 5years later, by a pirate named Diamond Blue(me) she was so happy and excited. So, that's the story of the Pirate's Journey.

Deepest fear.

This may seem kind of odd, but one of my top deepest fears are getting pregnant. This is probably something you wouldn't rarely ever here from a teen, but yes I fear about getting pregnant at a "YOUNG AGE". I have a few friends who I know who either dropped out of school because they had a baby or they had a miscarriage which is unfortunate. I don't want to be responsible for another life when I can't even take care of myself. Some teens think differently some want a baby and some it happens to them unexpected. I chose to wait to have sex, simply because I hear a lot of stories of people who loose their virginity at an early age, whether it was voluntarily or they were forced. Also, I was just taught by my parents and everyone to wait. I believe if I have sex and I'm NOT ready I'm just doing it to fit in or because some boy say they love me that I probably will never see AGAIN. I will end up taking care of a baby! Yes, I get questions on why I haven't lost my virginity all the time more then I get asked what my name is. I simple just say I'm glad I'm a virgin and I'm not ashamed of it, because I'm not ready to just give it up to someone that wont be there the next time I need them. Point blank is that I'm going to wait until I'm ready and when I do loose my virginity hopefully there will be NO consequences.

"Saying No is OK to do, don't follow the crowd"

welcome to Nicholes' soul Food Place

I just opened my new restaurant and I'm so excited, because I know the food is going to be awesome. I've been longing for this moment for the longest and the moment is finally here! The name of my restaurant is Nicholes' Soul Food kitchen and the theme is, " This is wear the good good is make you want to slap your mama!" Since my opening of my restaurant all my family and friends love it. My restaurant is big room for over a 100 people. It has lots of comfortable seats, nice tables, nice flooring, and very respectful waiters. The outside of my restaurant is White and the inside is different light colors for the different parts of the rooms. I decided to make it like a family business, so some of my family members work here cooking, serving and cleaning up. I serve breakfast, lunch and dinner(soul food mainly) that's what most people come for.
So come out and support my restaurant: " Nicholes' Soul Food Place".

Am i seeing things Is that a real Dinosuar?

Good morning everyone, I hoped out of bed looking forward to having a good Saturday. I got out of bed went to bathroom brushed my teeth and washed my face. I combed my hair and did my daily routine. I had a feeling something felt real out out place today, but I just let it go. I went to the kitchen and fixed me a great breakfast, thinking about what I'm going to do today. Should I go shopping, or go to a friends house and hang out, Oh I know maybe I'll do some homework? Nahhhh. I decide I'm going to go shopping then the movies around 12. So, I clean up a little and then i get dress and put something on real cute.  I noticed it was sunny outside so, I wanted to let some sun in my room. I walked to my curtains and to my surprise I found a living dinosaur in my backyard, I quickly closed them back. I peeked back into the curtains to find that the dinosaur's eye was looking back at me. The dinosaur made an gigantic RWARRRR, and I flew back onto my bed. I was very terrified and when I fell back onto my bed I landed on a box with a paper in it. The paper showed me how to tame the dinosaur and I'm thinking how am i going to do this, still shocked there is a BIG live DINOSAUR in my backyard. So, i quickly read the paper and it said all I had to do was show it love, and so many unnecessary words ran threw my head. So I took a deep breath and I couldn't believe I was about to go outside to tame this big dinosaur that could it me up. No one believed that I had a live monster in my backyard, because there supposed to be extinct! so, what happened to this particular one? I was finally outside with a big tree branch in my hand you ask what was that going to do? I have no idea. I threw the stick at it and it reacted as though he/she were a dog. I was disturb and amazed at the sametime, it brought me the stick back and I threw it again. I was now up close and personally with this large tyrannosaurus and I did exactly what the paper said and the dinosaur didn't eat me. My mom came home and fainted when she saw the dinosaur, but she eventually learned about the dinosaur. The dinosaur comes alive in morning, and disappears at night. So, yes I really did see a live dinosaur and he/she name is Bob.

Soul Food Kitchen

If I could cook any mean for my family it would have to be our all time favorites in the soul food categories. Those items would have to be greens, corn bread, chicken, ribs, mash potatoes, yams, stuffing, potato salad, smothered pork chops, etc. I picked soul food, because every other Sunday some of the family sometimes get together on special events and go out to eat or have a cook out. We usually cook soul food items yuuuumm I'm hungry just thinking about it. I would try my best too cook every ones favorite meals.  Even though I don't cook as much and when I do its for me, its the thought that counts that I wanted to prepare a family meal. I would reserve a family outing at a nice local park, and have the nice cooked meal laid out on the table. I know everybody would truly be happy if I actually did that, because my family is not as close I just made it seem like we are. So, while writing this prompt it was kind of hard to think about something that had to do with family, so I just based it off of a dream of mine. That's probably one of the best dreams that I can have come true.

Shout out to the fam bamI love ya'll maybe one day we can make this happen :*

The day I was brave

I had multiple visits to the doctor.  A couple of months ago, I found a lump in my breast while taking a shower. I was so terrified, I mean who wouldn't be? I froze and stood there in fear and just prayed that I wasn't the next breast CANCER victim! I quickly called my mommy to the bathroom and she came running. I had told her the bad news that I just noticed. My mom just stood there in shock also, I could tell she was scared for me, because a tear fell from her eyes and her voice changed its tone. The next day which was day one we went to the doctor and explained to them my situation. My doctor quickly examined me, but it took longer then expected, because I don't like exposing my body to the doctors and I don't really care for my blood to be taken. I finally got threw the process and I went home wondering about the test results. They called me a couple of days later, which was now day 2. They explained to me that I had to have more test, because they new something was there but they really couldn't pinpoint what exactly it was.  I went threw some more blood work that day, light headed, hungry and weak. I went home AGAIN,  but I knew I was going to be back. Was I right? yes indeed, day 3, so I went again and this time they did more test, but more painful. I then laid on this cold table and the doctor put a needle in my breast to see if fluid would come out and it didn't. They took a bigger needle and they did the same thing and once again no fluid, so they finally figured out it was "trauma" to the breast, (its another word for it but I can't remember). I forgot to mention I did cry during the whole process including my parents thinking about the pain I was going through. My grandmother was there but she didn't cry, because she knew I was going to be OK, because she prayed and I was in GODS hands : ). They but a plate in my breast that I have in me till this day to mark the spot, if it comes back they know what spot to go to right away. I believe I was brave, because that was a scary feeling for ME and I dont want to ever go threw it again.

Hundred Dollars

I have a hundred dollars, not much but hey its money right? I have too choose between giving the money to a charity or a person. Honestly, I want to keep the money for myself.  I mean who wouldn't want to? money is money we in a recession right now we need all the money we can get. Not trying to sound selfish, but since I have to give the money to either one I'd choose a charity. Its really kind of hard to choose, because if I wanted to give it to the homeless man lets say, and I want him to buy him some nice clothes and by some food so, that he can go on interviews for maybe a job. He may or may not do the right thing that I want him to do with the money. If I give it to the charity I'll be doing a good thing by donating money, hoping it will be used for a good cause. I've made my decision I believe the money should go to a nice legit charity. I would like for them to use the money wise and for a good cause. I would want them to provide books for the kids who need them, nice fitting clothes, food, etc.

Do you remember?

Remember when I looked you straight in the eyes and said;
I'm going to always be by your side?
I was there to ride, through the bumpy times.
I was there to listen to all the lies that were told,
I never believed not one.
Do you remember when we first met?
the times that we've shared and spent?
Do you remember? well I do.
I remember when we first laid our eyes on another
that's when you truly made me believe in love at first sight.
I never wanted us to look away from another.
I remember when you were mouth when I couldn't find the words to say.
I wish we could go back and re-do things
Now I don't no what to do
Do I just forget about you?
but how could I when the plan was too follow my heart
I did but did you play your part?
Just remember I was the one who truly loved you and I still do.

the first thing i want in the morning

No cock a doodle doo to wake me up
I don't live on  a farm
but i do have my very own alarm

It starts with a tap on my shoulder
a spin on my head
The voice says its time to get out of your cozy bed
Its a beautiful day
Open the blinds let the sun come in and shine

I stretch my arms long and wide
getting out of bed
Wondering why?

Somethings not right
I make my way to the kitchen to
eat some delicious breakfast
I look to the right and see clothes stacked up so high

It took me a while but i finally figured it out
OH no.
Today is Saturday
Its laundry day
I  knew something wasn't right

So I quickly hurried back to my bed
It was a little to late
The first thing i want in the morning is for no one to wake me up.

there something about

There was something about the way he looked her in her eyes.
She can tell he was all about integrity and not lies.
Something about the way he told her he loved her.
She really thought they were meant to be.
but soon enough everything turned out to be all a lie.
She wanted to talk today you didnt want to you told her to go away.
But how can she?
When her heart was telling her too stay.
She thinks of  you everyday
at school and at home hoping you will answer but you left her all alone
her heart is in two places because when she looks at you she sees two places;
at times you're unrecognizable
So now she's gone in denial
she does'nt want to live without you.
yet she was not satified with you near
but now that your gone
all she see's in the mirror are tears
dripping into the puddle
hoping you'll slip in it and fall right on your face
The face that she can't see.
There was something about the way he looked in her eyes.

When we said our goodbyes

When he got out the car that was the last time i had seen him.
Its crazy that love ones seem to change like the seasons.
Its sad that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with a GOODBYE.
But the tears that I cry seemed to never dry.
After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love.
When you held me i never wanted you to let go.
You begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something and promises can be broken just as they are told.
I just want to say thank you for what you put me threw.
I wish this sign had came to me long ago.
Because i done been threw this to many times before.
So sometimes GOODBYES really are forever.

THE I AM POEM

I am a beautiful person inside and out.
I wonder if one day I'll become the person I'm shaping myself out to be.
I hear my guardian angel speaking to me.
I see the beautiful sun shining down on me.
I want world peace.
I am a beautiful person inside and out.
I pretend that nothing bothers me.
I feel protected.
I touch the floating clouds passing me bye.
I worry about being safe.
I cry when I think about something sad.
I am a beautiful person inside and out.
I understand life is hard to live.
I say I'm going to make my life worth living for.
I dream about whatever my mind takes me.
I try my hardest at the things I do.
I hope to become a wise women like my grandmother one day.
I am a beautiful person inside and out.